kikimay: (Loki)
Hi guys! Here's the newest ficlet for the prompt challenge.

As always, I comments and suggestions are really appreciated. I hope that [ profile] endeni will like her gift (and I'm waiting for the fanart, yeeeeaah X3) (I'm kidding, don't feel pressured to do it!)

Many thanks to my precious beta [ profile] carlyinrome who fixes my mistakes. You can find the complete list of prompts RIGHT HERE

Girls Never Stop Playing Dressing Up )
kikimay: (Buffy and Willow)

Here's the original Willow story. In the end is a Loki/Willow story, with Thunderfrost and Willow & Buffy implied:

It's angst and it's all about love.

I'm trying to translate it but it's kinda hard due to the construction of the sentences. I'll try to do my best. Is it weeping willow tree or just willow tree is fine? *can't deal with the English*

EDIT: okay, I did it. I really don't know anything about English Grammar at this point. I don't know what I just translated. I hope is generally correct and, please, if there are any mistakes tell me and I'll fix them.

I'm not sure about the result but I'm just happy because I missed writing so much and I'm sure that at least in Italian all the verbs and the sentences are correct. XD

Disclaimer: I don't own anything. Just fangirl enthusiasm for crossovers and the time I spend writing this.

Summary: After an attempted murder, Loki falls into a different dimension where he meets Willow.

This is a story of love and identities shaped by it. Willow is a sort of dark!Willow, goddess of the future, and the ficlet could be canon in The Queen-verse. Loki is just Loki, who sees his love for Thor as a battleground.

Pairing: Willow/Loki, Thor/Loki implied, Buffy & Willow implied.

A Tale of Two Lovers )
kikimay: (Brain nerve and bounding heart)

... Survival of the Dumbest. (cit. [ profile] ladykikuri )

I'm laughing so hard. The writers are doing the stupidiest things. XD Poor Hershel anyway.

(Ps: I'm trying to understand what happens to Loki in the you-know-what scene from Thor: the Dark World. [ profile] ladykikuri has the most interesting ideas)

(I'm also busy with the study. I'm trying to do my best so if you don't see me around a lot you know why. I just want to be a good student and I'm scared that I'm not. *anxiety girl strikes again*)

kikimay: (Thor)
First of all, I'm happy. I feel so much energy inside me.
Today I went to university and I was able do a lot of stuff. I didn't cuddle on the floor and cry. I didn't try to not go or hide away. It was scary and not so easy but I dealt with stuff. I dealt. Can I have ten points?

(And, yes, the road is still long and winding. And the things I have to study ... I'm scared and already stressed. But I don't care. Today was good and I was good.)


Let me tell you about my feelings )
kikimay: (Dubious Buffybot)
Since I'm worried about next week I'm posting stupid stuff over here to distract myself.

I'm still stuck with the writing and it sucks. I should probably write the BtVS/Thor crossover because Dawn and Loki should totally meet and Thor and Buffy would get along so well, I guess. It's just that lately my muse is drugged or something and while I wish to write about Loki and Thor I still don't care about the other characters of the Thor-verse that much. Thor and Loki and their fucked up relationship are my drug, but I don't know if I can take the other characters properly. It's much easier for me to write about BtVS but the muse is still unaviable. So maybe crossover. Or maybe I'll wait for Thor, the Dark World. I just hope to create something soon or I will forget how to write.

(Please, let Jane Foster be "the science woman" instead of just Thor's love interest. Please grant us much more shirtless Thor and domestic!Thor with the ponytail.)

I'm rewatching random Faith-episodes of BtVS. It's the second time that happens in a year. I'm enjoying so much the Faith-part of Buffy and my love for This year's girl and Who are you knows no boundaries. I'm thinking that maybe I really like Faith and maybe I'm resisting the love because in the past I read too much about "Faith is better than Buffy" and "Faith should be Angel's girlfriend" and that stuff put me off. Ultimately it puts me off the character A VS character B to conquer the love of character C. Also Faith/Buffy's rivalry - much like Thor and Loki's - is not about who is the best, but about differences and how they create certain dynamics.

Faith and Willow's rivalry FTW. I'm the only one who loves their conflict?

I found my first Harry Potter book! As soon as I can I will start to read it. I'm so excited about it!

The houses thing is still so fun and unclear to me. I understand that every house has a dominant characteristic like courage for Gryffindor and loyalty for Hufflepuff, but I think that most of the characters I love are too complex to be classified according to HP divisions. Like, okay, Thor is a Gryffindor and Loki is a Slytherin. But where can you put someone like Wesley? Or Willow? It gets much difficult, right? I would like to know how you would classify BtVS characters.

Is somebody watching Downton Abbey this year? There is someone who wants to rant about what happens in the 4x03 like WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?

I just ate an entire pizza and the fries. And that will explain my current mood.
kikimay: (William)
New Thor spoilers! I'm screaming! >O<

"When do we start?"

kikimay: (Buffy'smile)
Another Thor's trailer is online. LOOK HERE

I'm officially AJHDSKSKJFGSHAGD especially for this scene

Are they fighting together? SPOILER )

With his hair on one side, Loki truly seems a princess.

Tu credi che ogni cosa ti appartenga?
La Terra e ogni paese dove vaiiiiiiiiii

Pocahontas!Loki *CCC*

And Thor is John Smithksdjksdjgksdjgksdjgksdjgksdjgkahwkrhkehtawe *shipping hard* *fangirling*

Loki is also clearly Snow White. Step aside Kristen Stewart and look at dat pale skin

Sweet mother of Thunderfrost sexy smut.

Darcy is my spirit animal. I also want to touch that chest to see how it feels.

Also, SMG has a Twitter account for those who are interested (And have a Twitter account themselves)

kikimay: (William)

Someone put on youtube the clip they showed at the Comic-con in San Diego. Unfortunately the clip isn't online anymore (Or it's online but I can't find it) But I saw it and I'm going to write about it.

The angst is coming )
kikimay: (Glare)

I'm having troubles with writing.

I want to write so bad a new story about Loki and Thor but I'm just unable to focus on a real good idea and develop it. I have hundreds of ideas and thoughts and I put them aside one by one.

The thing is that it's really difficult to bring something new to the fandom. Or at least, it is to me now and I'm suffering because writing makes things better and it's the thing that makes me feel better. On a general level I'm having trouble to find the time and the necessary inspiration to write. I put The Queen on hiatus - I want to continue and finish the (Italian) story this fall - and the BtVS fandom is just my turf. The place where I feel most comfortable and creative. I become much more capricious and volatile when I'm dealing with other fandoms. But I really like to experiment new stuff and, seriously, I'm squeeing since the last trailer so.

But, you know, there's just everything about Loki and Thor. Beautiful movie-verse fanfics that makes me cry and all the possible AUs and every possible kind of interaction. What is missing?

What I personally adore about the pairing - and that's dealt in some fanfics - is the combo warrior king + magician that Thor and Loki embody. Seriously guys, the shiny power of this combo. In a way it's the same idea behind Arthur and Merlin - if you're familiar with the English show - and why I liked them so much the first seasons (And why I shipped them and now I'm shipping Thorki) (And it also could be the same idea behind the combo Buffy + Giles/Willow) The warrior king - golden and beautiful but also dangerous and potentially destructive - can't rule without the thinker. His power is very much physical and while he commands the greatest forces of nature (or men) he also needs the ability to look foward and to see things in prospective and that's the power of knowledge. Thor can use the hammer to build the house, but Loki has to draw the project behind it.

Loki is the magician and so he's most similar thing to a scientist they have in Asgard. He experiments with different forces and he uses his intelligence more than his muscles. He's clever, shifty and curious about stuff. And magic, in Asgard, is the transcendant version of science on Earth. It's very much the thing Thor says in the first movie ("Your ancestors call it magic, but you call it science")

In a simple way is the thought: power + intelligence and knowledge is my legitimate kind of power. Being strong and ignorant is much worse than being weak and impotent.

And, of course, Loki is the bad advisor, the snake at the heir's throne. But I think he will redeem himself eventually and he will become consort king at Thor's side. *MY HEADCANON* *Marvel don't screw things up* And he'll be the perfect queen consort because he's everything Thor is not and he has miles long legs (But that's just for the private pleasure of the king)

And it just came up to me that the femslash version of Thor and Loki it's Jane/Sif.

Think about it. Fierce queen of swords + scientist extraordinaire. They could blow up the universe together and they would still be the opposite sides of the apple or whatever you wanna call it. The dynamic that makes Loki and Thor so damn attractive together.

In a way Jane is the female version of Loki - the thinker - but unlike Loki she's constructive and calm and loving. She won't use her knowledge to destroy a fly. Sif is, very clearly, the female version of Thor; very much like him, she's physically strong, brave and badass but I feel that the counterbalance - reflective/proactive - is much more interesting than similar people bonding. The same old story about opposites and stuff, you know. That's maybe why I'm on board with the Thorki thing and I don't cling with Thor/Sif even if it's canon - at least in the comics.

kikimay: (Thor)

My emotions! My feels! >O< I can't!

Random considerations )
kikimay: (Angry slayer is angry)
Here the spoilers from the latest Prelude, the comic that precede the second movie, Thor the Dark World.

I think it's readable. But here's what Odin says: "Frigga clings to you like a mother of a drowned child. But she is too late to save you. The boy I knew is dead. What remains is a creature I do not recognize. Frigga is why you still live, but this was the last time you will ever see her. Spend the rest of your wicked days in the dungeons ... Loki Laufeyson."


Frigga is the best mom ever. Loki is actually a drowned child and she understands that. I rage because it seems that she doesn't have any power over the current situation while Odin makes all the choices. Frigga, you need to put your husband back in his place, gurl!
kikimay: (Sisters)
I'm completely incapable of creating my own gifs and images, so I'm borrowing some from Tumblr. I don't mean to be unrespectful not quoting the authors, but I searched the images with google and I used various sites to make the comparisons. Because, seriously, I'm totally on board of this Buffy/Dawn and Thor/Loki's parallel thingy. I need to express all the things I'm feeling.

Here I'm talking again about parallelisms.

Not in blood but in bond )

So, people gifted with photoshop abilities and stuff: create, create, create. There's a similarity here and it's shiny. 
kikimay: (Thor)
I just read a fanfic in which Loki and Jane are friends. Loki and Jane together! It's the best thing ever! I know that there are many fanfics with Loki being friend with Darcy because she's funny but Loki and Jane have in common their love for Thor and plus she's incredibly smart and I think that she would easily being a good match for Loki. I'm totally on board of the Loki&Jane BROTP. If you have stories, videos or anything else let me know. I'll fangirl gladly.

Crossovering! *CCC*
(Gifs aren't mine)

Dawn and Loki should totally be BFF! (An especially good combo would be Dawn and kid!Loki since he would be much more cute and less psychopath) They have a complex past with mysterious origins and a pair of blonde superstrong big bro and sis who would never let them down.
kikimay: (Buffy'smile)
I cut my hair really short. Pixie/garconne short. And I'm not even sorry about it.
The only thing that bugs me it's this: I have curly hair and the haircut is so symmetrical. Is it going to give me trouble? I just want to put on some gel and go on with my life. I'm awful at caring for my hairstyle. I just want to wash my hair and find it already good. I fail at being a girl.

Also, somebody on Tumblr made a post mixing Loki's images with Spike's quotes. I'm laughing so hard!
Seriously, look at this:

or this or this

But my favourite, my very favourite one is this:

It's so perfect! Thor as Buffy works so well! XD
Best gif ever. 
kikimay: (Thor)
I can't even deal with this trailer.

IT'S SO AMAZING! >W< I want to see the movie NOW!

First considerations )
kikimay: (Claire. Just built that way)
This morning I woke up with headache and, like always when it happens, I'm still having it. So I didn't do anything productive and I vomited words of broken hearted fangirl on SlayAlive about Angel and Spike. Because after the whole Twangel mess is just so hard to still love Angel. Or maybe - to be more precise - it's so hard to love the tale of Angel, the author's choices about him.
After the issue #20 of Angel and Faith I'm disappointed about the state of comics. And I was hopeful!girl for all S9. Even when that whole robo!Buffy/false pregnancy thing happened. (Which requires a lot of faith)
But, really, I can't bare the Angel fanboy routine anymore. I can't bare that there are no consequences in the portrayal of Angel and I can't bare that the dynamic between Spike and him didn't change.
I firmly think that life changes dynamics. You can maybe be born with that alpha-male crap thing (And I hate this definition) but then things happen and relationship get messy and you basically change and grow and shift your point of view. You live in a complex world, not in a safe shell. Instead, in A&F #20, we have S5 Spike and Angel comedy rebound. Like nothing had happened. And it's incredible because, for once, Angel could have view Spike as wiser than him. But no. Dynamics in the comics, apparently, are always the same.
And I read BtVS "The Watcher" issue and I find Buffy so OOC and inconsistent I can't even deal with that. So, yes, I blame it on the headache.

Meanwhile, I'm also reading something beautiful that breaks my heart in tiny little pieces.
Callie_Stephanides, here her AO3 page, is writing one of the best Thunderfrost I've ever read. (And I hope she eventually does the translation so the world can read it) It's a very Loki-centric story and it really goes deep into Loki's psychology and the core of his destructive and hateful behavior. Like in the original myth, Loki is the epithome of the rejected, the unwanted and the stranger. He doesn't share all the perfect Aesir traits and he's much weaker than Thor (or even Sif, for the matter) and he's so different in his needs from his Aesir family. It's really painful to read a story like that because of Loki pain all over the place and, generally, the pain that I think anyone who isn't perfect, always winning and always accepted by others can understand. Loki's tale in the Thor movie is maybe an old tale of internalized racism and hate. (Which is also interesting because, you know, a blockbuster - not so much for the deepest thoughts)
I'm not generally attracted to psycho characters but I can't help to love Loki more. Black little kitty of disfunction. I hope to find more good fanfics about him (and Thor, because I also love Thor). If you know some title or wrote something about the drama Norse bros, let me know.

I would also write more about him. Except that I apparently dream about a Loki fanfic and then forgot everything about the dream. Scumbag brain is scumbag.

Norse myth

Apr. 17th, 2013 06:48 pm
kikimay: (Thor)

kikimay: (Thor)

This afternoon I forgot to take my pills and so my brain decided to just kill me. Nicely done, brain. Really! You help me a lot in life.
In any case, now I'm feeling so much better and I FEEL ALL THE FEELS for Thor and Loki. I'm just reading the most amazing fic about them Sotto la pelle, by Callie Stephanides and ... anyone here can read in Italian? (Apart fro [ profile] gillo   who is learning my language really fast! I think that Italian is such a difficult language to learn and so I admire her!) But, if you don't read, you can also watch this beautiful fanvideo about Loki:

Sociopath of my heart! <3 Isn't he beautiful?

I'm really loving this character (And Thor. I adore Thor! He's like a huge, golden and beautiful bear. I just want to hug him!) I also started the Marvel comics because of these two characters. I'm randomly reading just the Thor issues and I like Journey Into Mystery and kid!Loki. While the other characters like Sif or Jane can be nice and interesting, I'm just mainly focused on Loki and Thor and their dynamic. And I noticed that movie!Loki is different from comics!Loki - there are similarities but basically the comics reinvented the character so many times, from evil and ugly villain to anti-hero funny sidekick. And in any case I'm going to stick with Hemsworth!Thor and Hiddleston!Loki BECAUSE OTP. Also I don't want to get involved in another round of "kill my heart" comics. I'm dealing with the BtVS issues and it's too much for me. Enough comics!
But, you know, I just like to read about these two Norse guys. Once or twice I pick a new comic, I read fanfics and I squee when Tumblr shows me pretty pictures of them. The classic fangirl routine.
I also kinda characterize the sons of Loki and Thor (Because, yes, Loki can be pregnant! Mpreg is canon, I don't care about anything else, okay? In the myth Loki can have children, so I'm gonna have my mpreg here. Canon. Uh! è_é) ... and I thought that Loki and Thor could start an asgardian divine little family. So far I characterize three sons: two twins (a boy and a girl) and another boy. But I want to add another girl to complete the mix. 
This pairing is so much fun! 

Ps: Here another saga about them I'm reading nbsp;
This time is already translated in English, so if anyone is interested can read without problems

kikimay: (Eleventh - time warp)
Just look at this!

Fandom, people! Please, I want posters with this! Banners, TATTOOS! *O*
The Doctor compared to Loki is the most greatest thing in the world. And you know that I'm thinking about Eleventh and Loki in the same room. With Thor, of course. XD
kikimay: (Claire. Just built that way)
This time in English!

In which I explain why I ship them )


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