kikimay: (Do you like my darkness now?)
Hi guys, how are you feeling? Still kinda bummed by the US elections, but I'm glad to see how many people are fighting and even joking about the new establishment. Sometimes irony is the best answer against sadness and defeat. I'd like to ask all my fellow LJ friends who are currently protesting/deciding to protest to please be careful. I've seen some concerning posts on Tumblr and I'm worried. Please, try to stay safe.

Anyway, because humanity is a disappointment, fandom was invented.

My last TOP 5 asked by [livejournal.com profile] frelling_tralk


TOP 5 Spuffy Moments *pinches cheeks* )


Credits: gif1, gif2, gif4 and gif5 by marilynmay at http://marilynmay.tumblr.com/

gif3 by aikobot, at http://goodbyepiccadilly.tumblr.com/
kikimay: (Buffy and Willow)



Hi guys, how are you?

I really hope you're all fine. I'm feeling good these days. I'm watching and reading very good stuff and taking time to appreciate nature and my baby cousins. <3

Things:

- The Affair, season two. Very very good show. I'm in love with Ruth Wilson, who was amazing in Luther and never disappoints. Actual goddess. I'm also curious to see who is lying at this point, because clearly isn't about subjective perception anymore, I think that some motherfucker isn't telling the truth. Very engaging narrative. An interesting exploration of love and human relationship and the murder case is enjoyable.

- Doctor Who. Just one thing: MORE ASHILDR! I do love immortal murderous children (See Anne Rice's Claudia)

- Just saw Crimson Peak. Good movie. Beautiful creepy house, gorgeous costumes, gorgeous actors ... but I was expecting more? Like, everything was perfect just like that. I understood what the mystery was about quite early so ... maybe I wanted them to push the envelope more, so to speak. Explore the characters even more.

I read the latest issue of BtVS )



Also news from JKR! There will be a new chapter in the Harry Potter story! The Cursed Child will be out in theaters in July 2016! *CCC*

How do you feel about it? Curious? It's strange, for me, because I'm new to the fandom and super-invested, so I can't ignore the excitement of knowing more. I have A TONS OF ISSUES with the idea of Harry, 30 something, already married and father of three and working for the Ministry. I just can't this epilogue, guys. I cannot.

Still, I'm a curious kind of girl and I want to know more. Albus Severus, despite his unfortunate fate in the name department, seems an interesting kid and who doesn't want a Potter among the Slytherins? Still so many problems with Harry being a family man like that

Hope we see McGonagall! And Hermione and Ron! And Hagrid! And professor Neville! And Draco and Scorpius!








... I'm new. I like this 'verse. I have feelings. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

kikimay: (Spuffy sexy times)
Since I'm currently into slashfics about old gross rednecks in love I'll be brief.

This post is about the latest comic issue. I'm EXCITE.


Spoilers )




Rewrite your narrative, baby! You deserve it.

Also next issue: more Spike. YAAAASSSS.




kikimay: (Buffy's smile)
I just read the latest BtVS issue.

Spoilers: it was good )
kikimay: (Vengeance is what I am)




I'm just back from uni. I didn't even eat, but I watched briefly Tumblr and I discover something that made me happy (And it was already a good day)

Spoiler for the latest issue of BtVS season 10. I just love it because it's a slap in the face of those people who eternally made double standards between Angelus/Angel and Spike.

The thing is, guys, if souled!Spike is guilty of attempted rape, Angel is guilty of murdering Jenny and all the sick stuff he did. Stop with the crap that Angel and Angelus are different people but when it comes to Spike he's the same.

So glad that the comics finally addressed this issue (Even if Buffy is still making the difference when I think she should simply accept that Angelus IS Angel, that soulless Spike is Spike. They are the fucking same person)

(And yes, I still have to read the issue, so I'll tell you what I think about it later)

So cool )
kikimay: (Spuffy kiss)
Oh hi! I know I have already posted today, but I also translated an old fic and I thought to just post it and stop saving it on my computer.

It's an old Spuffy story with dub-con at the beginning - BIG WARNING - I generally dislike dub-con and I almost never read it, but for some reasons my brain produced it. I was trying to portray an almost-like-season6 Spuffy interaction with a huge fight at the beginning, because this pairing is so violent at times and I unapologetically love it. So, mh, violent sex and swearing.

The ficlet is a PWP except that the sex is not really explicit. Or yes. Or almost, I guess. (I always suck in categorizing sex scenes) and it features established relationship but not tamed Spuffy.

I want to write something new and different, but first I thought to just post some old stuff. Hope you like it.

Oh, it's a future!fic and all the mistakes are mine.



A Portrait without Mercy )
kikimay: (Spuffy sexy times)
It's too late and I shouldn't be up at this hour especially since tomorrow I HAVE TO STUDY. *cries* But I wanted to post something else other then the big post of comics of doom. (I read issue 10x02 and commented above)

Another post of my Spuffy human AU that made me realized something, as I was saying to [livejournal.com profile] red_satin_doll: reading this really older fic for the translation I realized ... I was pretty much indoctrinated with Buffy hate when I was younger. I was a Spuffy fan and a Spike fan and a huge part of the fandom loved the ship and despised Buffy for being "bad" with Spike and ... some of my writing reflects that. I do realize it now. It took me time and actually rewatching everything right from the start to recognize that some opinions were completely fucked up and that some fictional Buffys weren't Buffy at all. I wrote about the "evil" Buffy version of bashing fics and I deleted things because they weren't in character but I continued this fic.

Because the story explores the fucked up dynamic of S6 and since it starts with Spike's POV, basically we are seeing Buffy through his eyes and I bet that she looked cruel. So here's cruel Buffy from S6 Spike's POV. And I guess it's weirdly canon. (But I would use lesser bad words, maybe)

So warning for: S6 Buffy through the eyes of Spike.

And, of course, at some point he will see more.

I'm pleased that, in the end, this is the only "evil Buffy" in my fics. I think that I freed myself from the whole hate thingy and that's good. That made the love grow stronger, for me, for both Buffy and, yeah, for Spike also, because loving a complex and contradictory character doesn't mean hate another.

Here's the chapter and goodnight pretty f-list. Luv ya. <3




5. )
kikimay: (William)
Another chapter of the Spuffy AU.






4. )
kikimay: (William)
Another fanfic post! These chapters are very short. They are much more as a series of vignettes for now.

Unbetaed, so tell me if I made any mistake. Enjoy!


3. )
kikimay: (Spuffy kiss)
First thing first: I want to be like Diane Lockhart when I grow up. I would never be that awesome.

(Source deelylah86.tumblr.com)



Secondly I translated a little bit more of Spuffy. Enjoy (I hope I'm getting better with the translations. It's unbetaed)


2. Et dès que je l' apercois alors je sens en moi ... )
kikimay: (Spuffy sexy times)



Good evening everyone! Here for my scheduled BtVS meme.
I think I'm going to miss this meme after it's finished because I loved to read your opinions and write mine. I'm planning to translate the Spuffy AU in compensation, but I think it won't be the same. Very good meme.

Also birthdays! Happy birthday to [livejournal.com profile] moscow_watcher and happy belated birthday (I don't know about this but I read [livejournal.com profile] elisi's post so I'm guessing that she knows better) to [livejournal.com profile] shapinglight! Hope you're both having a nice celebration.

Day 1: Favorite Season
Day 2: Favorite Episode
Day 3: Favorite Song Used In An Episode
Day 4: Favorite Female Character
Day 5: Least Favorite Female Character
Day 6: Favorite Male Character
Day 7: Least Favorite Male Character
Day 8: Favorite Friendship
Day 9: Favorite Romance
Day 10: Least Favorite Season
Day 11: Least Favorite Romance
Day 12: Least Favorite Episode
Day 13: Favorite Potential Slayer
Day 14: Favorite Female Villain
Day 15: Favorite Male Villain
Day 16: Episode You Like That Everyone Else Hates
Day 17: Character You Relate To The Most
Day 18: Character Who Didn’t Get Enough Screen Time
Day 19: Character You Like That Everyone Else Hates
Day 20: Best Spike-centric Episode
Day 21: Best Willow-centric Episode
Day 22: Best Xander-centric Episode
Day 23: Two Characters You Wanted To Get Together That Never Did
Day 24: Hottest scene
Day 25: Favorite Buffyverse Saying
Day 26: Favorite Scooby Moment
Day 27: Cutest Moment
Day 28: Character You Love To Hate
Day 29: Episode You Hate That Everyone Else Loves
Day 30: What You Think Made Buffy So Great


Here we go with the sex )



kikimay: (Wants to see Spangel. With oil.)
I know I already posted my daily meme post, but I have to add something.

First of all, I discovered a collection of porny Spangelus drabbles and flashfics: Nyghtpet's Wicked Boys. So hot guys. SO DAMN HOT. I really like Spangel while I don't usually like Spangelus, except when Angelus is less the asshole and there's sweet young William involved. Newly vamped William with his big blue eyes and his angelic curls reveals the perv in me. And Angelus was totally attracted to him too. I don't know if the author is still around but I'd like to openly express my enjoyement and appreciation for the series. Very well written and truly sexy.

Other thing: I just translated the first chapter of Lust. The chapters are brief so I kinda think it's something I can do. I hope I didn't do a mess a lot with the grammar.


(Sorry, apparently I can't use the cut. Stupid LJ)



1.
Because relations are always ambiguous and I continually fail to communicate;
Because I continue to blame myself even when I'm not to blame;
Because each failing has made me more remote from myself
For all these reasons and many more still unknown,
I must listen, I must look around more than ever, I must leave.
I'm Not There. Todd Haynes


Blue Room was shining in the decadent light of the sunset. Flashes of gold dazzled between old surfaces of poor wooden furniture, inside the dirty corners of wallpaper, deep blue and almost green. From the window beside the bed images of a distant civilization were filtering into the room – people shouting, running in the streets.

Everything was far away. Every voice and tear and laugh was muffled in a plastic peace smelling of mold and squalor.

He closed his eyes, inhaling the smoke from the cigarette between his fingers. His unknown lover said something. “One day you’ll tell me what’s the great pleasure of smoking after sex …” she indirectly asked, standing up.

He clenched his lips and gave her his best skeptic glare.

“It’s just curiosity,” she said. “I don’t smoke.”

“It’s the best time, sweetheart,” he whispered stretching between the sheets. His voice came out low, weakened by tiredness and pleasure. “All the tension fading …” Running his tongue into the corners of his mouth, he looked at her. She was now standing in the middle of the room wearing her bra and panties. Her hair was soft and disheveled. “That’s it?”

“Yeah, love,” he replied completely comfortable with his own nakedness.

His lover looked at him in silence then bent down to pick up all her clothes. She was lovely and tender all crumbled on herself like a small animal. In between of her movements her sharp bones were appearing under her skin.

Standing up she slid her legs into her precious silky skirt. She pulled back her hair and wore the shirt. Then she put on her high and painful shoes. She tied the shoelaces with feminine grace.

“Next time I’ll be fifteen-twenty minutes late,” she said.

“What?”

“Next time,” she flatly repeated. “I’ll be twenty minutes late. Don’t start to count.”

“I wouldn’t have done it anyway,” he replied with his trademark seductive voice. “Twenty minutes late, huh? Do you need to bake a cake for your boyfriend?”

She didn’t reply. Adamantly she stared at him, reminding him of the rule without words.

With a tired sigh he got up and began to pick up his clothes. “There will be ever a day when I’ll start counting?” he asked frowning.

“Who knows …” she said taking her coat and keys. Heading to the exit.

kikimay: (Brain nerve and bounding heart)
First of all: sexy things. I don't know if anybody here is watching Hannibal. I'm not really a fannibal but I'm liking these current episodes. The last one featured shirtless Mads Mikkelsen. This man is so hot, somebody help me please. He could be my father, so it's kinda inappropriate to have a crush on him, but I can't contain myself. He's not the regular hollywood type of hotness like, I don't know, George Clooney (Who does nothing to me) he has a much more peculiar face. And I would love to sleep on dat chest.

Another hot thing, but I'm guessing that everybody here already read it. A Spuffy ficlet: http://archiveofourown.org/works/2626/chapters/3171 by [livejournal.com profile] stultiloquentia in which Spike and Buffy have pegging sex. One of the hottest thing I've ever read and I love it because isn't just pwp, there's actually a lot of introspection and a lot of love expressed in it. Also can I throw my ovaries at bottom!Spike? Because, seriously, no man has ever looked that hot.

And now I'm drooling. Okay, I'll stop here (But if you have other Spuffy stories like that one I would like to read them. I'm having my periodical quote of Spuffy feelings and I also would love to write something, but I have just a stupid idea for now and not really something inspiring) Can we have Spuffy in S10? I'm sighing.

Day 1: Favorite Season
Day 2: Favorite Episode
Day 3: Favorite Song Used In An Episode
Day 4: Favorite Female Character
Day 5: Least Favorite Female Character
Day 6: Favorite Male Character
Day 7: Least Favorite Male Character
Day 8: Favorite Friendship
Day 9: Favorite Romance
Day 10: Least Favorite Season
Day 11: Least Favorite Romance
Day 12: Least Favorite Episode
Day 13: Favorite Potential Slayer
Day 14: Favorite Female Villain
Day 15: Favorite Male Villain
Day 16: Episode You Like That Everyone Else Hates
Day 17: Character You Relate To The Most
Day 18: Character Who Didn’t Get Enough Screen Time
Day 19: Character You Like That Everyone Else Hates
Day 20: Best Spike-centric Episode
Day 21: Best Willow-centric Episode
Day 22: Best Xander-centric Episode
Day 23: Two Characters You Wanted To Get Together That Never Did
Day 24: Hottest scene
Day 25: Favorite Buffyverse Saying
Day 26: Favorite Scooby Moment
Day 27: Cutest Moment
Day 28: Character You Love To Hate
Day 29: Episode You Hate That Everyone Else Loves
Day 30: What You Think Made Buffy So Great


I did nothing productive all day and now I'm doing meme. I'm awesome, really )

kikimay: (Spuffy sexy times)



Hi! Today I did nothing productive (I suck) because of anxiety (I sucksucksuck) so I decided that, at least, I had to make another post for the meme. I'm feeling like I have nothing remotely interesting to say but let's try. Also: BtVS 10x01. Did anybody read it?
Surprisingly I enjoyed it a lot. Okay, maybe my opinion doesn't mean much because I always start with all the optimism in the world and then things change and plotlines become awful. I started S9 being so hopeful and then the Buffybot thing happened.
I don't want to invest too much in the comics, but at the same time I don't seem to being able to restrain my curiosity and I hope that something good happens. Plus all the Spike/Buffy interaction was so sweet. What a shipper can do about it?

My rational mind tells me that they are going to play all the cards they have (Spuffy, Bangel) to make people curious about the comics and to maintain all the shippers sides. Part of me hopes that they will not. I don't care if it sounds rude but if some Bangel romantic interlude happens after S8 I'm so going to vomit.
It's also important to see how Gage will handle Buffy's guilty feelings. I didn't mind her blaming herself in the first issue. She's Buffy, she takes responsability even when she shouldn't. What I'm concerned about is the narrative: Buffy's guilty feelings are not the truth. She can feel them but she has to handle them and understand what really happened. But if the narrative shift the blame from Angel to Buffy I'm going to be pissed off.

On a side note Rebekah Isaacs' art is so amazing - even if Faith comes out better than Buffy - but I love her touch. Finally çWç

Basically that's my take of the first issue of S10. Now meme!

Day 1: Favorite Season
Day 2: Favorite Episode
Day 3: Favorite Song Used In An Episode
Day 4: Favorite Female Character
Day 5: Least Favorite Female Character
Day 6: Favorite Male Character
Day 7: Least Favorite Male Character
Day 8: Favorite Friendship
Day 9: Favorite Romance
Day 10: Least Favorite Season
Day 11: Least Favorite Romance
Day 12: Least Favorite Episode
Day 13: Favorite Potential Slayer
Day 14: Favorite Female Villain
Day 15: Favorite Male Villain
Day 16: Episode You Like That Everyone Else Hates
Day 17: Character You Relate To The Most
Day 18: Character Who Didn’t Get Enough Screen Time
Day 19: Character You Like That Everyone Else Hates
Day 20: Best Spike-centric Episode
Day 21: Best Willow-centric Episode
Day 22: Best Xander-centric Episode
Day 23: Two Characters You Wanted To Get Together That Never Did
Day 24: Hottest scene
Day 25: Favorite Buffyverse Saying
Day 26: Favorite Scooby Moment
Day 27: Cutest Moment
Day 28: Character You Love To Hate
Day 29: Episode You Hate That Everyone Else Loves
Day 30: What You Think Made Buffy So Great


What I can say about it? )








kikimay: (Good face)
Second day of the meme. I was thinking to do this post tomorrow *already slipping* But I love you guys and I love to read your thoughts about BtVS.

But first of all let me tell you about me crying for tv-shows. I don't know if anyone in my f-list is watching True Detective. Today I saw the last episode of this season and I cried. I found it so beautiful and moving. The final scene reminded me a verse from The Divine Comedy. Amazing. Plus, I also watched the final episode of Looking (first season, still on HBO) and I found it touching and also beautiful.
Basically I cry a lot for stuff I like. I'm a crybaby when it comes to touching stories. And that brings me to my next topic.


Day 1: Favorite Season
Day 2: Favorite Episode
Day 3: Favorite Song Used In An Episode
Day 4: Favorite Female Character
Day 5: Least Favorite Female Character
Day 6: Favorite Male Character
Day 7: Least Favorite Male Character
Day 8: Favorite Friendship
Day 9: Favorite Romance
Day 10: Least Favorite Season
Day 11: Least Favorite Romance
Day 12: Least Favorite Episode
Day 13: Favorite Potential Slayer
Day 14: Favorite Female Villain
Day 15: Favorite Male Villain
Day 16: Episode You Like That Everyone Else Hates
Day 17: Character You Relate To The Most
Day 18: Character Who Didn’t Get Enough Screen Time
Day 19: Character You Like That Everyone Else Hates
Day 20: Best Spike-centric Episode
Day 21: Best Willow-centric Episode
Day 22: Best Xander-centric Episode
Day 23: Two Characters You Wanted To Get Together That Never Did
Day 24: Hottest scene
Day 25: Favorite Buffyverse Saying
Day 26: Favorite Scooby Moment
Day 27: Cutest Moment
Day 28: Character You Love To Hate
Day 29: Episode You Hate That Everyone Else Loves
Day 30: What You Think Made Buffy So Great

Favourite episode )
kikimay: (Spike is pretty)



I could use this line as my personal motto. I was wandering in the Thorki side of Tumblr and look what I found: http://takemetothedungeons.tumblr.com/post/75723297251/i-want-you-to-know-i-did-save-you-not-when-it

They are quoting Spike! They are quoting Spike like he's a famous author or something.
And he kinda is. He gave some of the best Buffyverse speeches and he's generally one of the best male characters EVER. I pity the haters, because they choose to hate him a lot for shipper reasons or something. And I'm angry at the comics, because Spike has so many layers and the authors don't even have an idea about how to use them.

(And talking about the comics: there is someone, here, that is planning to read S10 when it begins? I'm a little bit curious to see the changes in the drawing style, since Isaacs is taking the main title and someone else is doing A&F. But Christos Gage will be the new writer. >*<)

EDIT: Something beautiful

This artwork )


I LOVE IT.
As you can see it's a poster for an event. There is something more beautiful that this?
I love the sensuality of the image, the coloring (comics artists please take example) and the subvertion of the picture: Spike is the damsel and Buffy is the hero.

Another beautiful thing: [livejournal.com profile] red_satin_doll's first poll about a Buffy comm. In case someone didn't notice it. She makes me want to celebrate my Buffyverse ladies love!


kikimay: (Brain nerve and bounding heart)
Because of [livejournal.com profile] kwritten 's meta about Dawn I'm having the feels.

First of all I rewatched Blood Ties and Older and Far Away. And I love these episodes with my whole heart, Blood Ties especially, it's one of my favourites and it's really perfect: so angsty and touching with a bit of comedy and an amazing Anya and I like Glory being a crazy bitch dressed in red and do you even notice how pretty Willow's hair is or how beautiful is SMG?

Blood Ties is one of those episodes that makes me know exactly why I love the show so much and why Buffy Summers is my personal hero. I'm really moved by her courage and her love for Dawn; she's really the Immortal love of her life and Buffy chooses her. She chooses her sister and true love. Also this episode has the most, I don't know how to say it, marriage-like dynamic between Spike and Buffy. I love how they argue about Dawn and how Spike ends comforting Buffy and giving her his support and help. That's my OTP. (People, keep voting them on those polls!)

And talking about Dawn, I have to phraise Michelle Trachtenberg's performance. She's really amazing in the whole episode. She was so young at the time and still so incredibly talented. My heart breaks when she shows her blood and she said - with all her rage and sadness - that the Key can't be her. Such a powerful portrayal.

I'm also thinking about my OC, Annie and how much she's similar to Dawn and how strongly I identify with her. I never thought about it but Annie is really a mini-Dawn and she's the character I relate the most. So, maybe, my relationship with Trachtenberg's character is much more complex than I thought. I need to write more about it.

Also, if you want to read a good Dawn's fic I can suggest Daisies by [livejournal.com profile] spike_1790

OTP meme

Feb. 10th, 2013 02:19 am
kikimay: (Spuffy sexy times)
Pick 3 OTP and answer the following questions

(Okay here we go)

1) Spike/Buffy
2) Thor/Loki
3) Sherlock/John


Because I'm having a little stomach ache ... )
kikimay: (Spuffy sexy times)
Two days ago I finished my Thunderfrost long-fic, Valholl I was feelin all the feels for the pairing - Thor and Loki, if you aren't familiar with the name - and I had to write the epilogue to my story. Writing helps with the dealing part, of course. But also music helps a lot. Music is good for the soul and inspires the greatest ideas. 
These days I'm obsessed with a song played by The Black Keys, Everlasting Light, and I listened this song during the whole "I have to finish this!" writing part. And, actually, I find the song fitting with the whole Thunderfrost romance thingy and I associated it with another one and another ... basically I kinda created a fanmix. A Thunderfrost fanmix.
Except that this fanmix is also fitting for Season Six Spuffy and, generally, it's really about love/hate stories and fighting and shagging and all the wasted romances. So, here it is: my Wasted Love Stories Fanmix (A Thunderfrost and Spuffy and similar things)



Wasted Love Stories (You always hurt the one you love) )

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