kikimay: (Buffy's smile)
I did a thing!

Buffy Summers Harry Potter Thor Odinson MCU
BRILLIANT BUT LAZY She doesn’t perform well as Willow in school, but she’s a smart and capable student Not erudite as Hermione, but talented duelist, capable of producing a Patronus charm at thirteen, youngest Seeker in a century -
CHILD SOLDIER She was 15 years old when she was called 11 years old (Arguably)
CURSED WITH GREATNESS (Aka The Chosen One) Just wants a normal life Voldemort tries to kill him since he was one year old (Not so much with the curse, he loves being a prince)
ARCHNEMESIS LOVE Spike, Angel/us, Faith (LOL, I ship him with Draco shut up) “LOKI, NOOO!”
MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES (Depression, PTSD, anger issues) Yo After book 4, he seems to be suffering of PTSD -
BIG BROTHER/SISTER INSTINCT Dawn - Keeps protecting Loki, even if he’s a murderous little shit
ABUSED Fought sexual assault more than once + more By aunt Petunia and uncle Vernon, bullied by Snape -
OUT OF CONTROL SASS “If the apocalypse comes beep me” “This is night, Diddykins. That’s what we call it when it goes all dark like this.” -
DEATH IS YOUR GIFT Twice Literally raised like a pig for the slaughter Accepts to sacrifice himself in order to stop Loki’s madness
DEAD PARENTS Joyce (S5) Since he was 1 years old Frigga (TDW)
FALLEN PRINCESS Used to be a popular cheerleader - Used to be an arrogant bratty prince
THE HERO Saves the world, a lot Saviour of the Wizarding World Avenger, protector of the Realm
GOOD IS NOT SOFT Will bash a hellgod’s fucking face with a freaking hammer until she begs to stop Crucioed Amycus Carrow so hard he slammed into a wall He looks like a huge sunshine puppy but he can become the Revenant bear
CHOSEN FAMILY The Scoobies, Dawnie Ron and Hermione, the Weasleys, the DA squad The Avengers, Jane and her science team
BLONDE HOTTIE check - check
GUILT COMPLEX Inferiority/superiority complex issues Blames himself for the people who died during the war After being banished to Earth
BERSERK BUTTON Aka anger issues and violent slayer lifestyle Where you talking ill about his parents? Try to say that shit to his face! He owns a huge hammer to bash heads with
kikimay: (Thor)
Also here for daily postage of Thor-fic, since I still don't have my laptop back. >*<

While I'm here can I express my love for Thor?

I just found the most amazing thing and I'm sharing (Spoiler pictures from Avengers Age of Ultron) )

Also look at this art --->

Angsty!Thor and an amazing quote from the Eleventh Doctor. Eleventh and Thor. Two of my most favorite things. I really think that somebody should write a crossover. Babies need to meet.

Here's the fic.

1 - The Game of the Gods )
kikimay: (Buffy blue)
I stole this meme from all around.

Here. Duh. )
kikimay: (Brain nerve and bounding heart)

... Survival of the Dumbest. (cit. [ profile] ladykikuri )

I'm laughing so hard. The writers are doing the stupidiest things. XD Poor Hershel anyway.

(Ps: I'm trying to understand what happens to Loki in the you-know-what scene from Thor: the Dark World. [ profile] ladykikuri has the most interesting ideas)

(I'm also busy with the study. I'm trying to do my best so if you don't see me around a lot you know why. I just want to be a good student and I'm scared that I'm not. *anxiety girl strikes again*)

kikimay: (Thor)
First of all, I'm happy. I feel so much energy inside me.
Today I went to university and I was able do a lot of stuff. I didn't cuddle on the floor and cry. I didn't try to not go or hide away. It was scary and not so easy but I dealt with stuff. I dealt. Can I have ten points?

(And, yes, the road is still long and winding. And the things I have to study ... I'm scared and already stressed. But I don't care. Today was good and I was good.)


Let me tell you about my feelings )
kikimay: (Buffy'smile)
Meme time! Meme are relaxing and I'm anxious so I need this.

Comment on this post with CONVERSE. I will choose seven (five if you prefer) userpics from your profile and you will explain what they mean and why you are using them. Post this along with your answers in your own journal so others can play along.
The chosen icons )

kikimay: (Dubious Buffybot)
Since I'm worried about next week I'm posting stupid stuff over here to distract myself.

I'm still stuck with the writing and it sucks. I should probably write the BtVS/Thor crossover because Dawn and Loki should totally meet and Thor and Buffy would get along so well, I guess. It's just that lately my muse is drugged or something and while I wish to write about Loki and Thor I still don't care about the other characters of the Thor-verse that much. Thor and Loki and their fucked up relationship are my drug, but I don't know if I can take the other characters properly. It's much easier for me to write about BtVS but the muse is still unaviable. So maybe crossover. Or maybe I'll wait for Thor, the Dark World. I just hope to create something soon or I will forget how to write.

(Please, let Jane Foster be "the science woman" instead of just Thor's love interest. Please grant us much more shirtless Thor and domestic!Thor with the ponytail.)

I'm rewatching random Faith-episodes of BtVS. It's the second time that happens in a year. I'm enjoying so much the Faith-part of Buffy and my love for This year's girl and Who are you knows no boundaries. I'm thinking that maybe I really like Faith and maybe I'm resisting the love because in the past I read too much about "Faith is better than Buffy" and "Faith should be Angel's girlfriend" and that stuff put me off. Ultimately it puts me off the character A VS character B to conquer the love of character C. Also Faith/Buffy's rivalry - much like Thor and Loki's - is not about who is the best, but about differences and how they create certain dynamics.

Faith and Willow's rivalry FTW. I'm the only one who loves their conflict?

I found my first Harry Potter book! As soon as I can I will start to read it. I'm so excited about it!

The houses thing is still so fun and unclear to me. I understand that every house has a dominant characteristic like courage for Gryffindor and loyalty for Hufflepuff, but I think that most of the characters I love are too complex to be classified according to HP divisions. Like, okay, Thor is a Gryffindor and Loki is a Slytherin. But where can you put someone like Wesley? Or Willow? It gets much difficult, right? I would like to know how you would classify BtVS characters.

Is somebody watching Downton Abbey this year? There is someone who wants to rant about what happens in the 4x03 like WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?

I just ate an entire pizza and the fries. And that will explain my current mood.
kikimay: (William)
New Thor spoilers! I'm screaming! >O<

"When do we start?"

kikimay: (Buffy'smile)
Another Thor's trailer is online. LOOK HERE

I'm officially AJHDSKSKJFGSHAGD especially for this scene

Are they fighting together? SPOILER )

With his hair on one side, Loki truly seems a princess.

Tu credi che ogni cosa ti appartenga?
La Terra e ogni paese dove vaiiiiiiiiii

Pocahontas!Loki *CCC*

And Thor is John Smithksdjksdjgksdjgksdjgksdjgksdjgkahwkrhkehtawe *shipping hard* *fangirling*

Loki is also clearly Snow White. Step aside Kristen Stewart and look at dat pale skin

Sweet mother of Thunderfrost sexy smut.

Darcy is my spirit animal. I also want to touch that chest to see how it feels.

Also, SMG has a Twitter account for those who are interested (And have a Twitter account themselves)

kikimay: (Dubious Buffybot)

Finally the inspiration came back to me, after a very unproductive summer! ^ w ^

But now I have a problem.

I want to write a story about Thor meeting a human who looks exactly like Loki and the main inspiration is ... well, Tom Hiddleston! I could use one of his characters, I suppose (I'm thinking about Bill Hazeldine, who is the most funny and positive/optimistic character played by Hiddleston) But when I think about the plot ... they talk about Shakespeare! And theatre! Who talks about Shakespeare most of the time?
It's him! Hence the dilemma: I can't write a fanfic about a real actor human being. It's funny because I would write about an historical character. But writing about an actor ... I'm feeling like I'm depriving him of his privacy. Like: why do I have to bring him in the mix? Can't I use a fictional character? Plus I would have to write stuff about his personal life, which is something I don't know about. This thought blocks me.

On the other hand: writing a new fanfic! *beams* (Even if there are so many Hiddleston/Thorki/similar fanfics. Do I really want to keep going?) (But it could be nice and think about the ending ...)

How do you resolve the RPF ficwriter big drama?

kikimay: (William)

Someone put on youtube the clip they showed at the Comic-con in San Diego. Unfortunately the clip isn't online anymore (Or it's online but I can't find it) But I saw it and I'm going to write about it.

The angst is coming )
kikimay: (Glare)

I'm having troubles with writing.

I want to write so bad a new story about Loki and Thor but I'm just unable to focus on a real good idea and develop it. I have hundreds of ideas and thoughts and I put them aside one by one.

The thing is that it's really difficult to bring something new to the fandom. Or at least, it is to me now and I'm suffering because writing makes things better and it's the thing that makes me feel better. On a general level I'm having trouble to find the time and the necessary inspiration to write. I put The Queen on hiatus - I want to continue and finish the (Italian) story this fall - and the BtVS fandom is just my turf. The place where I feel most comfortable and creative. I become much more capricious and volatile when I'm dealing with other fandoms. But I really like to experiment new stuff and, seriously, I'm squeeing since the last trailer so.

But, you know, there's just everything about Loki and Thor. Beautiful movie-verse fanfics that makes me cry and all the possible AUs and every possible kind of interaction. What is missing?

What I personally adore about the pairing - and that's dealt in some fanfics - is the combo warrior king + magician that Thor and Loki embody. Seriously guys, the shiny power of this combo. In a way it's the same idea behind Arthur and Merlin - if you're familiar with the English show - and why I liked them so much the first seasons (And why I shipped them and now I'm shipping Thorki) (And it also could be the same idea behind the combo Buffy + Giles/Willow) The warrior king - golden and beautiful but also dangerous and potentially destructive - can't rule without the thinker. His power is very much physical and while he commands the greatest forces of nature (or men) he also needs the ability to look foward and to see things in prospective and that's the power of knowledge. Thor can use the hammer to build the house, but Loki has to draw the project behind it.

Loki is the magician and so he's most similar thing to a scientist they have in Asgard. He experiments with different forces and he uses his intelligence more than his muscles. He's clever, shifty and curious about stuff. And magic, in Asgard, is the transcendant version of science on Earth. It's very much the thing Thor says in the first movie ("Your ancestors call it magic, but you call it science")

In a simple way is the thought: power + intelligence and knowledge is my legitimate kind of power. Being strong and ignorant is much worse than being weak and impotent.

And, of course, Loki is the bad advisor, the snake at the heir's throne. But I think he will redeem himself eventually and he will become consort king at Thor's side. *MY HEADCANON* *Marvel don't screw things up* And he'll be the perfect queen consort because he's everything Thor is not and he has miles long legs (But that's just for the private pleasure of the king)

And it just came up to me that the femslash version of Thor and Loki it's Jane/Sif.

Think about it. Fierce queen of swords + scientist extraordinaire. They could blow up the universe together and they would still be the opposite sides of the apple or whatever you wanna call it. The dynamic that makes Loki and Thor so damn attractive together.

In a way Jane is the female version of Loki - the thinker - but unlike Loki she's constructive and calm and loving. She won't use her knowledge to destroy a fly. Sif is, very clearly, the female version of Thor; very much like him, she's physically strong, brave and badass but I feel that the counterbalance - reflective/proactive - is much more interesting than similar people bonding. The same old story about opposites and stuff, you know. That's maybe why I'm on board with the Thorki thing and I don't cling with Thor/Sif even if it's canon - at least in the comics.

kikimay: (Thor)

My emotions! My feels! >O< I can't!

Random considerations )
kikimay: (Anya is asking)
Here's the official Thor's movie poster.

The Mary Sue pose!! It seems a cover for a romance book but they forgot to put the shirtless Hemsworth.
OMG, they are going to transform the love-story between Jane and Thor, which was unbelievable even in the first movie, in the epic-tragic-romance with the damsel in distress. DO NOT WANT. The true OTP is Jane+SCIENCE.

Also ... what about that Heimdall on a cloud over there? LOL.
kikimay: (Angry slayer is angry)
Here the spoilers from the latest Prelude, the comic that precede the second movie, Thor the Dark World.

I think it's readable. But here's what Odin says: "Frigga clings to you like a mother of a drowned child. But she is too late to save you. The boy I knew is dead. What remains is a creature I do not recognize. Frigga is why you still live, but this was the last time you will ever see her. Spend the rest of your wicked days in the dungeons ... Loki Laufeyson."


Frigga is the best mom ever. Loki is actually a drowned child and she understands that. I rage because it seems that she doesn't have any power over the current situation while Odin makes all the choices. Frigga, you need to put your husband back in his place, gurl!
kikimay: (Sisters)
I'm completely incapable of creating my own gifs and images, so I'm borrowing some from Tumblr. I don't mean to be unrespectful not quoting the authors, but I searched the images with google and I used various sites to make the comparisons. Because, seriously, I'm totally on board of this Buffy/Dawn and Thor/Loki's parallel thingy. I need to express all the things I'm feeling.

Here I'm talking again about parallelisms.

Not in blood but in bond )

So, people gifted with photoshop abilities and stuff: create, create, create. There's a similarity here and it's shiny. 
kikimay: (Buffy'smile)
I cut my hair really short. Pixie/garconne short. And I'm not even sorry about it.
The only thing that bugs me it's this: I have curly hair and the haircut is so symmetrical. Is it going to give me trouble? I just want to put on some gel and go on with my life. I'm awful at caring for my hairstyle. I just want to wash my hair and find it already good. I fail at being a girl.

Also, somebody on Tumblr made a post mixing Loki's images with Spike's quotes. I'm laughing so hard!
Seriously, look at this:

or this or this

But my favourite, my very favourite one is this:

It's so perfect! Thor as Buffy works so well! XD
Best gif ever. 
kikimay: (Thor)
I can't even deal with this trailer.

IT'S SO AMAZING! >W< I want to see the movie NOW!

First considerations )

Norse myth

Apr. 17th, 2013 06:48 pm
kikimay: (Thor)

kikimay: (Thor)

This afternoon I forgot to take my pills and so my brain decided to just kill me. Nicely done, brain. Really! You help me a lot in life.
In any case, now I'm feeling so much better and I FEEL ALL THE FEELS for Thor and Loki. I'm just reading the most amazing fic about them Sotto la pelle, by Callie Stephanides and ... anyone here can read in Italian? (Apart fro [ profile] gillo   who is learning my language really fast! I think that Italian is such a difficult language to learn and so I admire her!) But, if you don't read, you can also watch this beautiful fanvideo about Loki:

Sociopath of my heart! <3 Isn't he beautiful?

I'm really loving this character (And Thor. I adore Thor! He's like a huge, golden and beautiful bear. I just want to hug him!) I also started the Marvel comics because of these two characters. I'm randomly reading just the Thor issues and I like Journey Into Mystery and kid!Loki. While the other characters like Sif or Jane can be nice and interesting, I'm just mainly focused on Loki and Thor and their dynamic. And I noticed that movie!Loki is different from comics!Loki - there are similarities but basically the comics reinvented the character so many times, from evil and ugly villain to anti-hero funny sidekick. And in any case I'm going to stick with Hemsworth!Thor and Hiddleston!Loki BECAUSE OTP. Also I don't want to get involved in another round of "kill my heart" comics. I'm dealing with the BtVS issues and it's too much for me. Enough comics!
But, you know, I just like to read about these two Norse guys. Once or twice I pick a new comic, I read fanfics and I squee when Tumblr shows me pretty pictures of them. The classic fangirl routine.
I also kinda characterize the sons of Loki and Thor (Because, yes, Loki can be pregnant! Mpreg is canon, I don't care about anything else, okay? In the myth Loki can have children, so I'm gonna have my mpreg here. Canon. Uh! è_é) ... and I thought that Loki and Thor could start an asgardian divine little family. So far I characterize three sons: two twins (a boy and a girl) and another boy. But I want to add another girl to complete the mix. 
This pairing is so much fun! 

Ps: Here another saga about them I'm reading nbsp;
This time is already translated in English, so if anyone is interested can read without problems


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